Disappointed and I Don't Know What to Do

Today couldn't get any worse. Well, technically I guess it could, but I don't want it to. How do you tell someone that you are disappointed in them, yet not sound like a complete mother? Where is Sister Vicki when I need her? I have a friend that has been hurt so many times by her boyfriend and yet she keeps letting him into her life. I know that I should just let her make her own  mistakes and learn from them, but me being a friend it pains me to see her like this. I am trying to stay strong for her, but sooner or later I am going to burst. This guy is getting under my skin, but I don't know what to tell him. I just hope that I can be strong for her, and be there for her when she needs me. That is all I can do right? On a lighter note, college is going quite well. I keep telling myself that I need to get better at blogging, but it hasn't happened yet (work in progress). 

I Love Stetson

The more that I attend Stetson the more I become in love with it. A few weeks ago I was having some adjustment problems and didn't know I belonged. But hanging out with friends, doing what I love ,and just being in the atmosphere makes it that more awesome. I love how I am writing this blog in my biology class. :P So I just wanted to share this. Partly because I am proud, another because I want someone to know. I am a double major in Marine Biology and Environmental Science. It sounds like it clicks. But anyways I might blog later with Rachel. :P

The New Chapter of My Life

I have always found it hard to open up new chapters in my life. I like to keep the old things old, and never embrace the new things. My friend Rachel helped me realize that it is o.k. to end those chapters. I guess sometimes you can't change what someone has become. I don't see why I still want it to work. Yeah, Yeah I am talking about a guy. One that I used to think was the guy for me. I know now that I am just living in a fantasy world, and that fairytale is never going to happen. I've been in college for about 2 months now, and I haven't found One Single Guy that I like. I can't exactly say I have been trying my hardest. I guess I just don't trust them like I used to. I have no clue how guys in Florida are like... part of me just doesn't want to figure it out. I'm scared. I keep making the excuse that I am here for college, not boys. I also don't want to end alone with 50 catfish. I want that happy ending, that happy marriage. Children for that matter. All I know is to spread my wings and let down my guard. I have faith it will happen. I am ready to end that ugly chapter in my life. :) Thanks Rachel.

Me blogging again? I think so

So I keep having inspirations to blog, and I think I am in a good transition in my life to start blogging, and getting my future intentions in life out there. O.k. world here it is. I. Am. Going. To. Save. The. World. Got it?  Ever since I have been in the fifth grade I have wanted to be a marine biologist. My love for the underwater life took me in, and I have been hooked ever since. Some call me unrealistic, I just call them crazy. Why can't others believe when I say that I want to be a marine biologist? I might just call myself an inspired activist. I haven't done anything, but my hero Richard O Barry has. For those of you who don't know who he is, I say that you rent/buy The Cove. Great documentary. I seriously have watched it like 10 times. Oh yeah....I am that into it. But anyways not all of my posts will be about dolphins, some will be updates about college and what not. Keep posted, and I promise you wont be disappointed. :)